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I'm Not Cool

I was applying for a job with the Roads Department, they needed a writer for writerly things. I actually have experience working on a road crew (a very random summer job - I was in The Union!, such a Woman of the People). So I’m trying to mention it in the cover letter, An opportunity I had once upon a summer of my misty yesteryears to labor amongst the masses on a road crew most fair , is how I understood from my friend and cover letter reviewer, P, that I had written about the experience. I was both indignant and confused. “How else am I supposed to say it?” “Just say I spent a summer in college working on a road crew. It rocked ,” he said. “Can’t you just be cool?” “Not really, no.” Is how I wish I responded. You know, be a cool girl admitting she is not cool but showing that she actually is cool by admitting she isn’t cool. However. Looking back, I must confess my actual reply was more along the lines of me shrieking “Alas, for no! I cannot!” and flinging myself upon the cardboard...

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